I'm gonna drop a quick entry before leaving for work, because a lot of crap came up last night after guard duty...so I decided I lay out the disclaimers right now about The Final Waltz.

Absolutely do not attempt to break the game. That means any attempts because really I won't tolerate it. With IPH it was fine, but not here where the power levels are supposed to be balanced.
If you do side-sessions, please keep Domionica to a minimum. Its supposed to not be important to TFW, so for whatever poptarts sake do not run too many there.
Clear Iris (besides Kalan and Hao via learning it by Kalan) is a boss exclusive skill. So do not ask for it because you will never get it.
Speed is completely useless outside of getting a higher Turn Speed. Don't whine to me if your 500 Speed gets beaten by someone with 250 Speed, because thats completely possible with the way the system is set up.
Keep the dimension crap to a minimum. D.E. is broken enough as is from just time travel.
The fourth story arc is the last story arc I'm taking Player Characters, so if you want any more get them in before then.

Sometimes when you hear someone say something about the dreaded r word known as a relationship, you can't help but laugh.

My meilleure amie may not always be there for me, but at least I know they're a good friend I can trust and know their influence is there. That...is truthfully what matters. A romantic relationship hasn't been a help in the past, and won't be now.

P.S. Try to be careful with your every move, aori_radidjiu. To win a friendship back will sometimes require that even the slightest slip up be recovered gracefully.

Why is it I get this crap out of the way when Pokémon WiFi seems to be heading on the downslope? Gosh damn it...

Uhhh...well at least I can still breed that Raichu but surprisingly the curtains might drape the end of my Pokémon battling very soon. Maybe sooner than expected...

To Manteca tomorrow...where I might just finally write something to show how odd this turn of events really has gotten.

More cookies full of empty calories and more not diet sodas are going to definitely force me to head out more. I think tea is my best friend right now for good reason. I really need to, though; the three weeks of no work plus all this drama has definitely made me gain a little bit of weight as a result of the lack of actually doing anything; much to my own disgust.

That's good though, lately I haven't been able to head out much because I have had to cope with the annoying prospect that I might just be lost in time itself, or perhaps that I've long outlasted my IRC stay. I'm at least glad the drama is out of the way for the time being.

Oh well, I can't put my head down now; I've gotten this far, seen so many people come and go, dealt with many backstabbers, have made my share of embarrassing mistakes, it goes on and on and on.

I really just need a sense of finality. Heading down to SoCal and finding my answer to a past relationship there was only half of that finality.

The only way I'm ever finding it is going back there. End of story.

music: Turn A Gundam - Aura tags: monterey

All you guys two is keep poking at the negatives of people. Is it really that hard to find something good in people? Just how many more people going to get shut out just because you can't find anything positive in them? I was able to endure it only for so long, until I realized...

People were getting hurt in all of this. That's why after I talked to an old friend of mine, I figured out the only way I'd be out of this mess is honestly leave you two. If anything, try to look in the mirror. We got no right to be judging other people.

Not to mention...is it seriously that hard to take an opinion as that, an opinion...and not take it so damn personal? *sigh* Ya know, I give up...more than you two and I got involved in this crap. I'm just moving right along because its really no use to reason with people who are just going to shut everyone away, lock themselves in a room, and hope something good happens.

So yeah, wherever the hell you are, I'm going to pretend you don't exist. I'm not going to chase you down because its not going to do anything. The truth of the matter is, I'll gladly admit I was at fault for some of this, but like blasted hell I'm giving a third chance when you're just going to roll in the mud again.

Go find someone else with a bigger CARE button. I'm not that gullible.

P.S. Guilt trips aren't going to make me reconsider. Try forgiving and forgetting other people, then come back to me. I'll probably reconsider after that. As far as I'm concerned, our friendship is finished.

mood: Yeah well get off my bridge tags: its over

But hey, its good...just don't see it as a wrestling game. Lol.

And I got the Genesis version of it on my Wii.

Ask any of my characters a question, and they will be forced to answer truthfully. And don't be afraid to ask multiple questions. Feel free to ask IC or OOC!

A slight twist to this: Any IRC OCs I use that aren't on LJ can be used instead if you know any.

( MUSE LIST! (Because the others matter too!!) )

tags: meme crap

Eh you know what...screw the name questions you can use either my fictional chars names or a name you think suits me. K thx.

SCREENED ANYWAY. ;D

(1 Point) What's my first name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(2 Points) Where do I live:
(2 Points) What color are my eyes:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(4 Points) Describe my taste in the opposite and/or same sex:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink/What do I drink:
(2 Points, +1 point for each name) How many siblings do I have:
(2 Points, +1 point for each name) How many pets do I have:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(3 Points) Who is/are my favorite person/people:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(3 Points) What do I eat on pizza:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(3 Points) Name someone I hate:
(5 Points) What are my parents' names:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(5 Points) What are my vices:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

tags: more meme stuff

Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it. Ask for anything: latest movie watched, last book read, political leanings, thoughts on yaoi, favorite type of underwear, graphic techniques, etc

No Sex. Or I uhhh...bust out Kimi's ultimate weapon on you. :D Also I invite any CLDR to swarm this post for no apparent reason other than for the lols.

Anyhow, submitted my resume + app. to a gas station in Lodi. Gosh I hope I get that better job but who knows.

tags: meme crap

01. There are 30 questions.
02. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
03. Answer one question with one name. I know I can't do this on every question.
04. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.

( Oh no, its Attack of the Meme!! )

Sometimes I miss being more of me and not someone else, its why I'm a little angry with someone right now since I want to run RPs I actually enjoy playing that don't feel like some awful sequel to sell fan pairings and crack pairings.

As a GM, that's not what I am about...

*sigh*

The reason I even switched to this journal was to avoid getting constantly addressed by that name by people who do not have the right to call me that, and on top of that i had ran into serious security issues on my last account (some people are nosy about everything I do; its rather painful.)

Here lately, I will not lie; my confidence has been in the tank at times. I know what I'm doing may be harder than the path I've tried to stay by the past few years with no success...but sometimes I realize, I just need to be me. I'm by no means a people pleaser, and I don't intend to be. If I've irritated some people lately, well forgive me since a typical friendship isn't always one that is rosy. We'll find issues, we may smash swords into each other, but at the end of the day after beating the landscape to absolutely nothing we still care about each other. The fact we still care about one another even after all that conflict and uncertainty in our own minds...is what separates the fake friends from the real ones.

I'll run a session today, but don't be surprised if I am a little more snappy today. There's a lot that needs to be resolved...and really I'm sick of people trying to act like they deserve more credit than they've merited.

This is Kimi/Bit/Shift/Chainy, signing off...

music: Tales of Phantasia - Take Up The Cross

Since it has changed a lot.

Wii
Dairantou Smash Bros X (JP SSBB)
Mario Kart Wii (PAL version)
Pokemon Battle Revolution (PAL)
Baroque (Downloading later tonight; getting nunchuck on Sunday)
No More Heroes (Same deal)
Tatsunoko vs. Capcom
Bleach Versus Crusade
Super Mario Galaxy (Have not played it yet due to no nunchuck)
Guilty Gear XX Accent Core (currently downloading; PAL)
MSG: Gundam 0079 (Requires nunchuck, so no progress)
Bomberman Blast (JP DVD version, DELETING because its honestly only got a Story Mode over the WiiWare version; and I didn't like the WW version)
Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Blazing Adventure Squad (WiiWare)
Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Stormy Adventure Squad (WiiWare)
Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Light Adventure Squad (WiiWare)

SNES
Killer Instinct
DKC3: Dixie Kong's Double Trouble
Super Mario RPG
Actraiser
Axelay
Final Fantasy VI
Weird Mario World (my weird SMW hack)
Super Mario All-Stars + World (To have the original SMW)
Gundam Wing: Endless Duel
Fire Emblem: Monshou no Nazo (I love this game, okay? FE DS felt like a thorn in my side compared to this goodness)
Fire Emblem: Tordo no Keifu (Seisen no Keifu hack)
Mega Man 7 (on SD card; VC form)

Genesis
Sonic 3 & Knuckles
Pulseman
Gunstar Heroes
Streets of Rage

GBC
Pokemon TCG:GB2
Lufia 3
Link's Awakening DX


PSX
Legend of Mana
SaGa Frontier


N64
Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
F-Zero X
Kirby 64

TG16/TGX
Bomberman '93

NeoGeo
Waku Waku 7
Magician Lord

GCN
Nintendo Puzzle Collection (I like the rendition of Panel de Pon here, period)
Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker
Super Smash Bros. Melee (which yes, I prefer over Brawl)

tags: lol bored

When you got a creative mind that can tap into any chars without letting any one such character fully taking over your mind, and can make the most out of the scenery, but are bad at using the same chars for months at a time, do you really need to app.?

tags: random

Name: Ragnhild
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Weapon of Choice: Lance
Looks: Long orange hair, blue eyes, dark blue pegasus knight outfit. Carries a rather generic lance.
Background Info:
Having a rather mysterious past, Ragnhild is mostly an orphan who works as a mercenary. She was recently sighted in Zenia, looking for work. Many people call her a silent soldier, though this is not true...
How to Get Her?: Do not bring Igraine, Gunhild, or Kokoro into battle in the session "Field of Mad Blood" at all, or you cannot get her. If you do not get her, you cannot do the session "Tears Fall from the Snowy Zenia Sky" or do the Bago Langit session "Protect the Portals". You cannot get Airi if you want to recruit her.

Side-Notes:
* Airi will pop up soon. She can go to either side so be highly aware of this. You also have to beat her in a certain fashion in order to recruit her.
* Gunhild and Kokoro will finally battle alongside TFW A, but be wary of their stats.
* Tomoko will gain another skillset and stat changes at Level 10.

I sometimes feel like Tellius is like the "Cosmic Era" of Fire Emblem; 9 being SEED and 10 being SEED Destiny.

And thats why besides the two tryouts I gave 9, I may never get myself to play through it any further. I just hope the next one actually kicks arse.

tags: fire emblem

Full Moon o Sagashite deserves a lot more damn credit than it gets. Period.

tags: anime opinion quickie

Well I may as well give a brief recap of today:

- Hacked Pokémon Battle Revolution's horrid tracks, then blazed the game.
- Checked my first team. Realized I could still hold my own, but I just gotta get back into sharp battling shape.
- Checked my second team: Now this is where things get interesting.
* BadZipFile (my Smeargle) needs a new move or she's not going to be of any help to the team. Thats basically it.
* Gotta rebreed Ilmatar (my Swellow). Stuck using a Chimchar > Farfetch'd > Starly > Taillow chain.
* Templar's the only member who is perfectly intact and just needs a few level ups to learn Close Combat.
* I'm going to employ a new use of Sash because I figure FEAR is simply not effective in the long run outside of PBR WiFi; where it does the most damage in 3 on 3 combat. I'm thinking of using 404 HP to my advantage, but I refuse to say who the hell is going to have it. xD
* I'm not a big Raltskin fan, so I may also take Templar out and rebreed Moana. I just like Gardevoir really. I only use both at the same time out of coincidence.
* There will be a Raichu this time around. It'll involve a breeding chain but I seriously do not wanna say what.
* Probably other adjustments. I'm gonna try not to go too physical but I know my first team has a lot of main cannons already so the focus is more phys in the second team.

tags: pokemon

Fsk yeah new icons!!!